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For those who are wondering and have read the post below, I just scheduled a pelvic MRI for the week of Thanksgiving to determine where and if my uterus (i have never said that word so much in all my life as i have the past couple of days!) can be fixed. if it can, we will schedule surgery (most likely over my 2 week christmas vacation-- merry christmas to us!)... so long as insurance will cover most of it. we are hoping and praying it is not too expensive... keep your fingers crossed!

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today is one of those days where i just want to kick, scream, cry and be mad at life... after a good cry I have calmed myself down enough to feel the spirit and know that there is a plan in all of this... whatever it may be, i know i am not alone and that heavenly father loves me.

i got a call from the doctor and he let me know that i have a uterus that is shaped in a way that will not carry a baby successfully. there are some surgeries that could correct this but honestly, they are so expensive that i do not know if we can even afford to do them at this point in time.

all i do know is that i am thankful for my savior. i know he knows exactly how i feel and that because of that, i can lean on him through these incredibly draining and devastating moments.

tomorrow will be a better day.